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Leondria's LiveJournal:
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 | | 7:08 pm |
Okay.
I'm not going to let myself die that easily. I'm gonna see if I can't find another human to associate with, even if it means I have to abandon this crappy LJ. That is what I wish I could do, at least, if only I had magic powers. *Sighs* Fuck you Starblade. | | Wednesday, May 5th, 2004 | | 1:34 pm |
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I just made this post on onebluedragon's LiveJournal. --- From: leondria Date: May 5th, 2004 - 08:34 pm (Link) Yeah? Well I think this guy is an idiot. He really needs to straighten up his act first if he even wants to keep this guy as a friend. That doesn't mean not being a homosexual and all that, but that does mean controlling his outbursts. However it will take a long time of adjustment before he and his friend are able to set things straight. I want to offer my own advice to him, and that is that he goes and gets actual help living with and cleaning up all the shit he has created for himself by way of his destructive behaviour. (Reply to this) --- I hope she understands. In case anybody knows, I'm not trying to gain access to her LJ. I just want to patch things up for the little incident we had earlier. Also, Arcturax? I really do like you, and I do want to fix things between us... maybe I can prove to you that I'm not the person you thought I was. | | Wednesday, March 24th, 2004 | | 9:17 pm |
Screw that.
I just can't keep my greasy little paws off the internet. So I'm back, and I've been wondering what my desc should look like. I know the qualities I want to have. I want to be half sheepling half drakeling. The sheepling will have woolen fur, that is patchy and black and white, whereas the drakeling will be have draconic characteristics that are part eastern and part western. However, while I know these are the main qualities I want, I'm not quite sure how to express them. Any advice? Current Mood: calm | | Saturday, March 20th, 2004 | | 1:17 pm |
Well, goodbye.
I am going to have to log off of the internet for a whole month. Don't ask me why, I have my own reasons for doing this. And it's not just 'to listen to somebody'. While at first that was the reason, after doing it I actually realized exactly why I should do it; I began to actually FEEL it! I always knew I had a life spark in me. It is time for me to begin nourishing it and making it grow into a brilliant flame of passion. One of tender warmth for those I need to care for, and one of burning dstruction for those who would harm them. Unfortunately, I need to develop a better sense of mortality, which means living in real life rather than simply online. Online will always remain a place I hang out with, but my home will have to be constructed from actual people, not simply some place. While I very well understand all of this, I regret that I have only had but a taste. But now that I've had it, there is no going back. I am also going offline because I need a sense of reality, for how can I maintain a belief in something which I do not see as in some way real? That is a very important reason too. Besides, I also want to not be afraid to go out places with friends, cuz those friends might just be able to get me a job. After all, money is a good thing! n.n One more thing. Don't try to convince me not to do this. My mind is already set. Don't waste your time. I have already lived that life. Do something worthwhile. Current Mood: disappointed | | Thursday, March 18th, 2004 | | 7:48 pm |
DSO exploit.
I have discovered that the problem with my computer is the Microsoft security bug you have all come to learn and to hate. Upon the suggestion of a good friend, I downloaded something called Spybot - Search and Destroy. It discovered for me what that problem was. It was a DSO exploit. Through this DSO exploit I have been forced to downloaded lots of spyware, all of them working without my consent. This is the cruelest joke that could ever be played on anybody. I feel deeply betrayed by Microsoft, but I have learned to recognize that my responsibility lies in my own passivity to gather up and keep the courage that was and is still necessary to fix the error. Eventually I removed all of the problems. Unfortunately, the moment I did this I realized that I could not stay on the internet. Fortunately, there was a recover button, and I quickly recovered those parts. However, much later, while attempting to use the spelling and grammar checking features of Microsoft Word, I realized that if I destroyed the DSO exploit permanently I would no longer be able to double check my own writings, for if I removed the DSO exploit I also removed the spelling and grammar checker on MS Word. I did the only thing I could do, and that was to put it back. I realized that the problem is not the DSO exploit, but simply all the spyware that got forced onto my computer. I have the solution already, and that is Spybot - Search and Destroy. Now that I have it, I am confident in its capabilities and I am also sure in myself enough to use it again and again to get rid of that damned spyware when I need to. However, not all spyware is bad for me, and I will accept that fact as well and let spyware stay on my computer when it is really necessary. I realize I can also switch between choosing to let spyware onto my computer through my passivity, and choosing to eliminate spyware through my activity. This may be difficult to comprehend for some of you, but I got what I wanted out of it, most importantly of which was my own genuine freedom to choose. The DSO exploit can be explained as follows: Company: Microsoft Product: Internet Explorer Threat: Security hole
Company URL: http://www.microsoft.com/ Company product URL: http://www.microsoft.com/windows/ie/ Company privacy URL: http://www.microsoft.com/info/privacy.htm
Description There's a security hole in IE allowing websites to execute code without asking you first. You can find more information at http://security.greymagic.com/adv/gm001-ie/
All of this thanks to my usage of Spybot - Search and Destroy. Thank you all for listening. You have given excellent feedback. I could not have done this without you. Current Mood: accomplished | | Saturday, March 13th, 2004 | | 11:26 am |
Greetings.
Hello, and welcome to my LiveJournal. This LJ will be a reflection of myself, or at least it ought to be if I don't screw up. I've just started creating it, so there's not really much to look at right now, but feel free to come back at any time. Now where did I put that... ah, there it is! Current Mood: rejuvenated |
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